Transcribed by Adael Bullock, Holy of Holies, Private Session, October, 2013
Marc – So I am sensitive, I am the dynamic of kosmic sensitivity but then I have taken in this kind of infinite pain, every ripple, and I do not want to live with that nor should I live with that. So what do I do? So in my sensitivity, as I strip the layers aside and realize that this sensitivity is the sensitivity of the kosmos, are you with me? So I strip the layers, strip it aside, strip it aside, and I find that the core of the sensitivity is God, is the Divine, is Source. Source, all that is. Consciousness itself. When I actually make the tantric move, and tantra means to follow something to its root, when I make the tantric move of following something to its root, I find that the source of the sensitivity is Source, is Divinity. And then that divinity melts away the hurt. It transforms the hurt, into the proud wound of love which I wear as a badge of courage and power and honor.
It takes out the bitterness of sensitivity and leaves, in just a fluttering of skin at its touch, in sensuousness, it leaves the beauty of it.
E H – While allowing the embrace of the wounds. It is the opposite of contraction.
Marc – Yes, while allowing the embrace of the wounds. Yes, that is exactly right. [Continue reading]